All of a sudden I fully realized just how alone I really felt.
All those years of searching in vain for my soulmate…
Of hoping against no matter the odds that I would find him…
Of thinking I had found him, only to be left broken, hurting and empty…
And to make things worse, a day before I found out my ex was engaged to a woman 15 years
younger and soon to be married…
The man who I still cared greatly for and to be completely honest, I always secretly hoped that
we would get back together …
All of it came tumbling out of me in a hail of raging tears.
And then… I heard this wheezing sound, it was coming out of my throat
I started breathing as if underwater… as if I am having an asthma attack...
That was my moment… I’ve had enough! I am not getting asthma over this!
In that moment I thought: “I have attracted everything I ever wanted in my life…”
I had moved to my dream country and started a life there…
I found a way to get a graduate degree without having money...
Founded a business doing what I love…
Created and nurtured a beautiful community of friends…
And I said to myself...
“I know how to make things happen, but why can’t I attract my soulmate?”
I was determined to find a way…
I tried applying the law of attraction, and still. I did not attract my soulmate!
I tried everything else—losing weight, trying to look more beautiful, and much, much more.
Nothing seemed to work! And I finally, I decided to try something different.